Testimony Pt. 1

PART 1

It was approximately 1.5 years ago when I became aware of my true identity in CHRIST- I'am the righteousness of GOD. At that point in time, I came to the conclusion that 31 years of my life was spent in absolute darkness. I was spiritually blinded to my divine purpose, I misunderstood life, and I had no solid moral or spiritual foundation.

So what actually made me seek divine transformation ? Honestly, it was everything about my life that was in shambles. I was lost and my life was incomplete. I was sick and tired of repeating the same dreadful cycles: Operating out of fear and not faith. Going through a gloomy period with my mom that lasted years. The lost of trust within my immediate family members and loved ones. Getting fired from my job. Financial struggles- living paycheck to paycheck, no money in my savings, and being controlled by the spirit of mammon. Lastly, losing a major part of myself- breaking up with my first true love. Sigh. I literally hit rock bottom. 

Relying on myself got me exactly where a broke, empty, self-fish, foolish and lost self could get me. Nowhere ! Self-righteous living had me thinking I was able to control and manage everything- "I'am a man," "I got this," was what I use to tell myself. In all actuality, I was slowly dying and I had no one to blame but myself. My circumstance was the sum total of all my worldly decisions. 

Ultimately, I wanted to live a life full of peace and joy. After reevaluating my life at that time, I came to terms that I'am incapable of playing the role of GOD. Therefore, I decided to remove myself from the driver's seat and let JESUS take the wheel. 

I humbly confess that I completely found wholeness (everything I've been searching for) in CHRIST JESUS and I'am not turning back. Praise GOD !

Love,

Julius